@U R Hacked

   That was my orkut name, a couple of minutes ago!!! Yes!! While i was chatting with a friend of mine, i noticed that my name on orkut, had changed... it was showing 'U R'... i thought, it was some anamoly, so i refreshed the page and the name was still there. then i moved to my profile page, and what i saw forced me to drop my lower jaw down!! the complete name was 'U R Hacked'!!! I told it to my friend to confirm... and it was confirmed!!! My account had been hacked!! what cud i do!! I logged out first and tried logging in with my password.. to check if the password is still the same.. to my relief i successfully logged in. The very next minute, i changed my password!!! Well after all, i use same google account to login all the google services. After that, i thanked the hacker, for forcing me to change my password!!!
   To me, it was an experience, first of its kind. I always used to believe, internet accounts arent hacked randomly... y on earth will somebody hack my account... but now m sure.. there are certain mischievious people, who do it randomly for fun. Me included!! Actually, me too once cracked an orkut account of one of my friends.I changed her name to 'Holy Witch', changed her profile to match that of an alien's from some planet at the outskirts of our galaxy, also uploaded a deformed display pic!! At that time, i had not realized how shockingly cool stuff it cud be, that was only half as much fun as this one. I cud not help but recall everything i did!! This person who hacked my account didnt do anything more than changing my name!! So kind of him!! He cud have messed up with my scrapbook, my friendlist, cud have scrapped crap scraps to my friends, cud have sent hundreds of friend requests.. but he didnt do anything!!!! Was it all, just to teach me a lesson!! If yes, buddy, i learnt only one thing.. HACKING IS COOL!!!

@Malvika Shah

   Before u start wondering!! Let me introduce u to Malvika Shah(unreal name for a real personality)!! And, plzzz, she is not the one!! :)

   Another matchstick girl!! She was my classmate, when i entered my new school in 9th class!! and i remember... she was among my first few friends there. She had messed up wid almost half of the class. Every now and then, somebody or other, wud keep advicing me, not to talk to her!! Infact i remember.. ek baar toh ek friend ke saath... baat friendship par aa gayi thi... that if i talked to this girl again, we wont remain friends then!!! But i took my chance and managed to b friends with both of them somehow :) lucky me!!! They told me, she had loadza attitude!!

   After dropping from the school after 10th... no contacts wid her for approximately 3 yrs!! Then 1 day i went to meet an old chap and i was shocked to learn that she lived just opposite to him!!! and she greeted me with same cheerful smile!! Wow!! i felt!! then it became a regular stuff!! Every time i come back home from rrk.. i meet both of them... and she will always be there, wearing the same smile.. always!!

   U might be wondering, y m giving so much stress on her smile!! Well!! she has a killer smile!! U just need to see her smile once, to fall in love with her!!! just now i did a video chat with her!! and gosh!! i cud not remove my eyes off her!! I kept typing things, which made her smile!! naughty me!! ;) infact, it was her smile, that forced me to write a post completely dedicated to her. And yes, ek baat aur bata dun, she does have loadza attitude, woh bhi thoda idiotic types, par chalta hai... and lemme tell u.. very few of her friends might b knowing this.. but she is really a friend-in-need-is-a-friend-indeed type ki friend.. u juuustt need to set the chemistry.

@my permanent attire

Just a few minutes back... i was looking into the mirror... was wondering... what is happening to me these days... suddenly i noticed my attire, it seemed incomplete... i smiled.. and it was complete now... i wished i cud talk to it... and just then came a voice... what followed was a big.. big.. really big conversation... here it is..

Me: Hi u, m really frustrated of u now!!

Smile: ?? why?? what happened??

Me: they say... u r always there with me.. cant u leave me alone, for sometime!!!

Smile: who says!!!

Me: my friends.. all of them.. even if it is a text chat.. they tell me u r always there with me!!!

Smile: All fools they are!! Only i know.. thats my clone!!! infact u also know it.. y dont u tell the the truth!!!

Me: what!! hehe!! me!!! u gone out of ur senses kya??? accha leave that... tell me one thing!!

Smile: what??

Me: y is ur army so spread up in my locale!!

Smile: oh! that! well!! u see... the army is not so big... but u can see us in our original form only!!! thats y u feel like that...

Me: U mean the army of U turned upside down is bigger than Urs!!!

Smile: bigger!! we are just a small pebble before them!!

Me: what r u talking!!! didnt u read my last post!! i told it there... happiness is much more around than sadness...

Smile: didnt u listen to me u idiot!!! i told u just now... u can see us in our original form only!! u just dont see us turned upside down.

Me: Oh!!!!! what can i do to cure myself...

Smile: Cure!!! hehe!! u r absolutely fine man!! its they around u.. who need a cure!!!

Me: u making fun of me kya!!!

Smile: No no!! m serious!!

Me: accha so u mean one shud always see smiles around and wear a smile himself too!!!

Smile: yups!!

Me: no matter what happens???

Smile :no matter what happens!!!

Me: even if he/she looses the one he/she loves the most!!!!

Smile: yups!!

Me: u really gone mad!!! i m sure now!!!

Smile: arey i tell u the funda!!

Me: hmm...

Smile: its simple... the more u see us, the more we grow...

Me: okaaaaaaay... got it... so the same way.. the more i will see u turned upside down.. the more they will increase!!!

Smile: U r awesome man!! now u got the point!! So even if u cud wear our clones.. just do that!!! so that others will think they are looking at us... and thus we will grow!!

Me: okay!!! thanx for the funda!! i will always remember it!!

Smile: What thanx man!! its me who shud thanQ... after all.. u r among those very few... bcaz of whom my army is not extinct yet..

Me: hehe.. chalo i have to go to my lappy now... to chat with friends!! u coming with me??

Smile: nooo!!! i have to go.. u see we r so small in number!!! but will send a clone for u!! hope u dont mind!!!

Me: no i will b fine!! nice talking to u!!

Smile: okay then, c you later...

Me: hmm.. cya soon.. may be not with me.. but someone else!!!! bbyee...

Smile: byeee... tata... chao.. sayonara!!!!

@my sadness

why there is so much of happiness around...
m afraid...
not that it will all go away some day...
but, will it ever go away some day...
the birds are happy... trees are happy...
the winds are happy... oceans are happy...
why noone is sad around...
god.. i miss sadness..
damn its too short lived in my case..
i miss pain.. and its joy..
i miss sorrow.. lol, i know m an interesting boy...
plz god.. i beg ur throne..
dont wanna live in happiness alone...
so long i have lived this way..
m getting bored of it, plz make my day..
when was it last time i cried for over 7 minutes..i dont remember...
damn my lucky number 7 turns out unlucky everytime... i surrender...
7 didnt even work on 7-7-7...
i hate it, it brought me heaven...
offo, its heaven again..
y m i not in hell.. i miss my pain...
heaven, becoz i feel so relieved
damn my sadness has become too short lived...

@life

wats life?? i never wonder!!!

to me... its a diary...
every page of which is written by me myself...
though with some mistakes... and some corrections...
may be a little vague.. but still very clear..
i decide its direction and move that way..
with big confidence.. a little shaken though..

and while i move, i see many such diaries..
filled with tales...
of love and hate
of amazement and grief
of births and deaths..

but in all such diaries... i find one thing common..
that happiness takes much more area than sadness..
we just don't pay enough attention to it...

and as i learn this.. i learn one more thing..
one can never write the next page..
before turning the previous one..
one can never know that the signal is green..
before taking the car out..
so i learnt to take chances..
i learnt that not everything can be planned in my diary...
and so i learnt..
not to plan at all.. :)

i write in my diary whatever comes to my mind..
trying to avoid mistakes...
but still not afraid of making some...
for, i believe...
those who don't make mistakes often don't do anything...